January wouldn't be January without it being totally depressing to everyone (except the rich and famous or people who have just finished reading Dianetics).
January is when people have no money at all because they resentfully spent it on Christmas presents, expensive food, and pointless decorations. Then they finished off what they had left in the sales, buying useless tat they don't need. January is also when people break up with each other (like I have), usually because people don't have the heart to do it at Christmas. Kind of stupid really. I guess December has not been an easy month for me.
Christmas was as nice as Christmas can get. I like to see the whole family, despite them not all being there. It was the first time though that I really realised how pointless it all is, and how much of a waste of money it is. The only thing I really wanted to do, to make me feel like it was truly Christmas, was go to midnight mass, I didn't go to it. So next Christmas I am not celebrating it like I do every year. The best time I see all my family isn't Christmas anyway, it's in the summer when we all go away to the Isle of Wight and stay in a big house with each other for a week. Nothing's forced, everything's cool, and we have barbecues and go to the beach and go for cream tea and generally have a lot of fun. None of this awkward gift giving, be there or feel bad sort of pressure. None of this food that makes me feel like I'm going to be sick in the car on the way back home.
I would like to spend my next Christmas somewhere hot. So, I think that it's a sort of plan. If not then I will have to think of an alternative. I know working for the company I work for doesn't allow me holiday in November or December, but who's to say I will be working in this country by the end of the year, I can travel with my job and could spend next Christmas working in Australia or Florida! That would be amazing.
Anyway - I leave you with some photos from the last 5 weeks or so, in no particular order, it's been a while, as I haven't had internet for a long time.