I made a new Facebook because I couldn't be bothered with deleting all the people (about half my friends list) that aren't friends; just are people I've met once, don't actually care about and so on. But I just wanted to start again. Symbolic to show that I am moving on and don't need all this to remind me, I think that's why I'm so eager now to start again. I had just jumped head first into trying to redeem myself and to rectify my relationship, and put myself full force into it, with every hope of making it work. So it feels terrible to be discarded like I was.
After I added the people that I truly care about, love, and are good friends with, I realised that the other half who matter really do matter tremendously, and I have over 100 people in my life that actually do care. And some of these people it's up to me to expand on, and to develop friendships with further. People have come out of the woodwork and have expressed their concern, more than I thought they would. I have lots of things lined up to do now, and lots of friends to see. I have a real good base to stand on to be happy to make positive changes now. It's been so long.
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