who taught you math?

i met a boy that i really like. he's called Aaron and he is everything i want. now i am left wondering if i like him more than he likes me. i am now in that horrible bit where i want to know so many things. am i rushing to know, am i jeopardizing the future? im now at his command, and feel i could and would do anything for him. i see him as perfect, and want to make him happy. i am reading into things too much now. i want him to turn me round and tell me he wants me more than anything in the world.