thank you, and good night

In 2 weeks time I am going to undergo a full life detox. This time, I won't just detox my body, but will detox my mind and soul.

I am using the end of my tenancy as a milestone point. That's not to say that between now and then I am going to be wreckless. I'm not feeling too good at the moment, and I know why. It's a wake up call, to start living your life differently.

I am going to focus on cleaning my act up, making peace with karma, giving up bad vices and fixing my mind. I am going to understand emotions better, and clean the last year's slate of my relationship, and learn more about myself. I've learnt that I probably won't be in a relationship for a long time, but I don't mind; I'm not qualified to be in one at the moment

I was going to write more. Then I realised how much I bare on here, and I don't feel comfortable telling that much. I just want to write everything sometimes. I have it all bottled up, memorized throughout the day, ready to be typed up when I get in. But then I think, actually, it's not even that important.

You've heard it all before, when I say I want to change. I am always saying the same thing. Let's just leave it at that then, I won't speak of it on here ever again, and if I do change and become a better person, it will shine through on here. If not then, we all know I've got some problems.

But with what I intend to do this summer, the problems I do have will be solved, because my plans are to solve them all. I know now what I need to do.