I've got a proper date this Friday with a guy called Reiss. It has nothing to do with sex or celibacy. I think this guy might turn into something good. God I am so bi polar.
Today is my day off and I will be really depressed if I don't get a sufficient amount of chores done. That includes cleaning my disgusting mouldy bathroom, and cleaning the kitchen floor. It also includes going through my belongings and throwing away anything I really don't need or use. I need to find proper storage for the rest and I need to then sort out stuff like bills, letters, and arranging for the council to remove the bed from outside my flat.
I would say I feel pretty happy at the moment. There are moments where I reflectively feel bad but I don't feel depressed like I used to. I love how my current situation would make any normal person spiral into the depths of despair, but I feel getting away and being by myself has saved me. There is nothing more I like than to sit in on my own and feel completely undisturbed.
H&M are colloborating with Maison Martin Margiela. I would like that massive coat that looks like a quilt because I want to wear it round my flat and in bed. I also want some of those massive baggy trousers, a jacket, and that bag that looks like a packet or a wrapper or whatever, if they're doing it. I want something anyway. I better make sure I book that day off work.
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