I actually wrote a negative rant about jealousy, but then I realised I was just unblocking something. I'm glad that everyone is friends with everyone else. It's natural I feel left out, because that's how I've always felt, so i still will get that. But it makes more sense now why I'm not really part of your group of your boyfriend anymore (pick whichever). I am just not like you.
Like I've realised lately as well , I am of a particular kind WITH a mind that is one of not many sorts and that mind I am becoming more and more convinced by the day is becoming nearing impossible to match with another. Moving away is one of the reasons why - if I can meet someone somewhere else in a place that offers a higher variety of culture, interests, tastes, people, then I might be wrong. It takes more for me you see, Birmingham , she does not supply to me.
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I'm looking forward to changing my number and getting my new phone and deleting my facebook. I need a facebook for work it seems so i might have to make a new one, but i just want to delete all these people that haven't done anything in particular but who I never see, who i don't really like and i am so fed up of my facebook and my phone being connected. it's so sad and superficial and anti social to have it on there. i want to delete aaron but have a different number so he won't contact me asking me why.
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There is more to my life now , and even more after this Hell Year is over and I've covered it in petrol and set it on fire , a heap of burning lies, pain and suffering up in smoke, drifting off into a milky way , a sky that only holds the memories.
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I am going to research my interests and projects from now on. I won't look for a new job between now and Christmas because it might be too much pressure, and if I get a new job it might effect me getting ANOTHER in another town in the spring time... I may as well stick it. According to my star sign, it shall be the best time between now and Christmas to get a job... or to build and develop career. I am interpreting that as focusing on the research of FREELANCE.
///PHOTOGRAPHY
///PHOTO JOURNALISM
///CURRENT AFFAIRS , AND CURRENT AFFAIRS RELATED TO PHOTO JOURNALISM.
ADEQUATE UNDERSTANDING ON POLITICAL STRUCTURES AND KNOWLEDGE OF POLITICAL AND ECONOMICAL CLIMATE HERE AND ABROAD.
///FASHION
///FASHION'S THEORY
///FASHION AND HOW IT IS REFLECTED IN THE CURRENT CONDITION OF SOCIETY AND ECONOMY
///PHILOSOPHY
///ASTROLOGY
///TAROT
///PAGANISM/WICCA/THE EARTH/ENERGY
///WRITING READING LITERATURE
///RACIAL POLITICS NOW AND IN HISTORY
///MUSIC PRODUCTION
///EVOLUTION OF POP CULTURE
///PORNOGRAPHY
////MORALS AND ETHICS
////ART
///TRAVEL
////TEACHING, TEACHING ABROAD AND TEFL
///MY HEALTH
///ORGANIC, SIMPLE LIVING?
///MINIMALISM
////COOKING
///DRUG CULTURE, BRIT CULTURE, THE 90S
////MEDITATION/ZEN/BUDDHISM
////WORLD RELIGIONS
////HELPING OTHERS/CARE
////NATURE
the biggest aid to research are books and reading.
REJECT: ////
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///CHEAP MEDIA
////GAY RIGHTS/GAY SCENE - ATTACHMENT TO GAY SCENE THAT CREATES RESENTMENT TOWARDS PEOPLE SPREADING THEIR LEGS AND DISEASES ROUND TOWNS
////FAST FASHION AND EASY TRENDS
//// DRUG ABUSE
///SOCIAL MEDIA WITH NOTHING TO RESEARCH AND PROMOTE EXCEPT FANTASY VERSIONS OF YOURSELF
////TOO MUCH EMPHASIS OF THE SELF
///PROCRASTINATION WITH MAINLY THE ABOVE
///RANTS
///RELATIONSHIPS
rejection mainly of a lifestyle that is not enabling you to progress in the right direction, and finding a way out of the difficulty of habit from what you are used to.
INTELLIGENT CHOICES, INTELLIGENT PEOPLE. INTELLIGENT FASHION! INTELLIGENT DANCE MUSIC!!
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